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水仙轩

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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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      This semester I made mass of changes ,yet it seems to be fine with me . Getting rid of enomorous things , I found the once far-away relaxed state .Graduallly , I stopped thinking many useless things when situation failed to suit it , pay more attention to the classes saved me extra time  ,which is actually of some benefits . Though the work to sculpt my existence into something I want it to be remains still out of reach , at least I am making an efffort and I felt the rewards ,if I am opitimistic , I have every reason to feel statisfied for a moment .

       I gave up to be the group cell secretary in my class , our monitor asked me for reasons , I just told him I didn't want to do it ,which is whitout doubt rather frank . After respondint to the outer ,  I began to seek the root reason . I am not fit for it and I don't want to change myself to suit this position . At past ,I regard it as a regret not having the experience to serve a grou as a leader .So last time ,I made an attempt and I succeed .At that time ,I regard it  as a challenge , a way to break away . This surely exercise me but afer experience it , I lost my enthusiasm .I believe with this thought carry on , I wiill abandon my work ,causing troubles for the people around me . Just leave it to someone who is capable enough to deal with it .I felt light-hearted .

      Last week I read some articles , suddenly realised doing things just the way you appreciate falls into such a joyful catagory ,especially in writing . Now this reminder me of one article I once wrote .I remember making script in a park , writing it on my table ,feeling rather beautiful  and real . Mum regard it as normal ,but my Chinese teather  read it before my classmates ,after it was deserted by some . Hardly find someone who knows me ,they only saw the appearence and some partial fact . It may be ture for anyone in this world ,but sometimes I still inevitably feel upset,because I love to dream . Someone said :' Dream never turned uss down ,we turn ourselves down ." It is quite the case ,then the root lies in me . Another new finding was that I surprisingly catched my existence among two articles . Simply some remarks about me , also rather frank and to some extent ,real as welll. I began to go through the small talk he refered in his article . Sometime we suppose us to be standing on others' side ,but actually it is only our hope , how many times we actually lay ourselves in anyone else's shoes , who knows? I don't want to investigate my thoughts and his ,but his words really told me something ,waking up some voices in my bottom heart . I didn't feeling unhappy ,which is out of my understanding , I finished it rather quietly . I was not that capable and I did so less. I waste time on unimportant things but paid so little to the construction of an unique union. Having chose such a key factor in our class,I haven't forsee the obstacles possibly existed . This caused me to complain , a reflation of uglyness . You are right ,as I lacked the moutain-top view, most of the tme ,I just spend my lite as a fragile flower , though I thought  I was  strong ,which is obviously an error . Thank you for your frankness. It really made me awake . I hope some day I can have the kind of things necessary . I chose you to take the place in our class  on my paper  and  you have already done a good job . From the beginning , you posses a clear idea and we all trust you . The moment I wrote it down ,I hesitated ,thinking of Miss Niu's words and some of your talk  , I'm not quitely sure whether you suit this kind of matters . Eventually I decided to have a try , because I rememberd Chair Mao ,maybe you are of the same raw material ,born to change some group ,ang perhaps pur class is just the unique group for you to lead before step into society .So I finally chose you . We all want to grow the Hu Xiang spirit in our body ,take advantage of opportunities.

      Some things  I thought I will afraid of turned to be normal when I confront with them . But why I just cannot stop thinking of it as I know I can muster enough courage to face up at the time , somewhat  annoying.

       I chose another kind of living style ,I hope on this road I can also do  something  useful for others.

       LIfe is never an easy course and we tear down walls every day .Good luck ,my friends !

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