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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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I shed tears because I didn't want to stand any longer, everyone need relif, that's normal. And after that, i refresh myself, then another day begin.

One of my classmates at GRE class, a girl with whom maybe I shared the closest relationship.She is to leave tomorrow.I liked her the past days, but today seemed to change a lot.  I object to anyone who pouring her morose feelings to the other because today I am sentimental towards people,especially people I care.Once in the hope that I may have a new friend , it turned out to be just a daydream. I don't want to say anything about her. Everything comes as it comes.

The custodian in our building closes the door every night at 9:00, while I come back at 10:20. Tonight I called for her to open the door ,she came out after a few minutes,during which I asked favor ,while the girls in the building just stand there or did their own things ,turning a blind eye to me. Tonight the custodian was very kind, I  hadn't met her before but I caried before her.I had been admonished several times due to coming back too late.However, I really don't want to be late.

Last night , mom sent message to me, saying that she was worried about my efforts in vain.Neither did I want to say anything to her.Mares in the summer holiday were far away, far away to win my tears,far away to make me do things I'm not willing to.She is far away, far away to criticise me ,for paying little attention to things I should care about ,for sending too many messages, to obsecuring the boundary between sense and sensibility. I used to tell her my inner feeling, but not this after I fell in love with a boy.

The boy , my  psychologist , was disappointed because of me. I failed to speak out my inner thought , it seemed complicate. Am I waiting for him to ask ? I don't know.Better not.

I am alone with someone by my side. They don't want to know why I did all of this.They don't ,and I've no idea how to tell.

Tired of thinking how others think of me , I am the only one who understand.As an adult, I must take on my responsibility.It's me, not anyone else.

Alone, crying under the light, feeling like nothing to say, nobody to talk, no one to humor,I stay.

Do something!

 

 

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