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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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Smile even if you were left with your own shadow  

2011-11-15 23:19:40|  分类: 默认分类 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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Hard days, the eighth week I spent on class project and some other staffs.No desire to review for exams, so I put if off again and again.This Friday is unique in one hundred years-a festival for single people 2011,11,11. As coincided with Veteran's Day, we had one day off . However, IMS hold their weekly meeting as usual. Arriving late because of not noticing the email, I missed the oral presentation on the project, which might be a good thing as I don't know much yet. Another thing I was told was that new student training has begin in request of Prof. Lee, which means that I had to work extra hours on the weekly task,can't imagine that.

My diary, I felt frustrated every time with too much work to do while what I can do is only a portion, with possible tasks while I am not sure if I can fulfill them. This feeling of insecure made life hard. However, cooling down to think about it, I would make the same choice if I were given a second chance. Then what I can do is just value the opportunity and try to be brave. It is not easy to be brave for me, to face up to all possible circumstances even if that is what I am doing now. Just afraid of being left behind,afraid of not getting the result I want,afraid of being laughed at.It is highly possible that no one will care and I am doing good, just hard to guide my feeling that way. I will try.

Sometimes, I miss my mother when I felt like crying under pressure. Sometimes, I assume that I need others' company to go through this. However, I can't repeat to my friend, which means only my roommates here in USA, that I wanna to be accompanyed.They probably live the same way,probably won't read me  and I just can't bother them too muh.I can't tell my mother that I miss her because I am frustrated. She might worry and of course life is lonely for her for quite a long time without me. I feel sorry that I worried her during college time.

Life is not complete without struggling alone in hard times, which adds a special taste for your years on earth.

You will know life better when you feel cold all day so a smile from a stranger and a bowl of fried rice from a friend can warm you up.

There will always be hope. I can't llive without hope. Can you? So even there is none, I will create it myself.

I took away a mother's time to spend together with her daughter. I am enjoying the best education I ever experienced at the expense of mum's savings. There is no reason to feel bad.

Being brave is not easy for me but I will try.

Don't panic.Just live life step by step till end of the quarter.

Smile even if you were left with your own shadow^_^

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