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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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Hungry Days  

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The tenth week passed with the happy sound of Thanksgivng and much work left to be done. Dinner at Gary's house collected many Chinese students and scholars,which may be the first social activity I've attended since Welcoming dinner,not long before, but it seemed so.Actuall, Thanksgiving is not so happy for me because I carried all potential work in mind,not dare to go beyond that limit,in fear that what I pursue might go away .

Not being able to transfer my degree status from MEng to MS really disappointed me,which to a large extent owing to my unwillingness to rely on family in financial sense. These days, I felt upset every time I use my credit card. Thinking of there is someone on the other side of ocean paying for every dollar I use is really a burden. Never had I feel so desperate to live on my own before.

Today is a busy day. After finishing the FFT exam, I hurried to complete ISC homework and then went to class. After that , I tried again the Bayesian Network approach,only unable to export the learned parameters and unable to detect the problem. Tonight, Yixiang talked to me about this approach, and I realised that I was too hurry to end every conversation with people who came before me.At the same time, I lose the information they may transfer to me,which is not good. On the other hand, I returned to the state of inconfidence,which seems to be a way to push myself forward.This is not good,also not too bad. I assume that once the day comes, I will be happy and relieved,will I?

Sitting in Langsam library now, I am with an empty stomach. But I do not want to buy things to eat,nor do I want to eat the biscuits my friend offerred. It is nothing about money, I won't care if I can earn.This is a matter of be debted to someone else.

God, I think,think,think again. I will try to get the answer. Will I get it?

Go through the hungry days, there is hope,always.

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