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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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Final Week  

2011-12-12 01:56:26|  分类: 默认分类 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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This is the final week of fall semester 2011 in University of Cincinnati. I had a tight class schedule and lab issues, so had to work relentlessly to make all these work. Tired but worth the effort. I hope things will turn out good at the very end. In fact, there is never an end. Normally, what I assume is end usually is just the beginning of anraidother journey. Just make sure I try my best!

Suddenly after the final, I felt like doing anything. For so long, I didn't read my favourite novel. On one hand, there is not much time for this kind of luxury.On the other hand, I can't afford being sentimental. I admit that I am a person who appears to be subjective but in fact rather emotional. That's horrible sometimes because I missed important things. My current approach for this is-turn it off. Like a vampire, I turned off my sensors and emotions when I am working. It is just that sometimes I will be afraid, afraid that one day I will have to pay off for not being as kind as I hoped, for not treasuring what I should, for hurting people I should have kept. Who knows the boundary? It seems that I've been doing this always. I regretted for putting mum into a difficult situation in the past. I could have avoided it by doing nothing. I may miss the wonderful journey. But had I refused, I would never know that there is something wonderful ahead.

Last night, I dreamed. Seldom dream about personal things after I came here. But it did happen last night. The dream was happy but I wake up with tears I can't help.I was supposed to be emotional. I just realized that I can't handle this. I am afraid I will be lost. Is the best time over?Ok,turn it off. The best time is dependent on me.

I came here to miss friendship. I found it hard to make new friends here. I am not the type of person who would get along with lots of other people easily. Fate brings my friend to me and I open the door. But here, we usually end up with staying in apartment doing our own business. To be honest, I am somewhat disappointed with whom I thought might be my best friend here. After all these, I am alone.

People offered help. Sometimes, I am just to unwilling to reach out my hand. I can't help.

Remeber a line in 'Life in a day'. God created us not to forget us. I believe that god will not forget us. This is awesome.

My roommates are leaving next week. Some time to spend alone. Anyway, I will work. Work hard to forget all of these!

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