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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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How is life?  

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How is life, friend? Are you surviving in stressful work as well as enjoying caring from your loved ones and having the one you want in your life? I bet you are happy.

It is marvelous how I lived life to two extrems. I used to live a happy life with study not so sressful, with my loved one, with my mum's disapproval.It was happy but with unforseeable obstacles. I was all the time bothered with what I can do to convince my mother, actually later I couldn't even convince myself. I lived a cold llife the past half year. Cold to others, cold to myself. I exhausted myself to work, to earn RA, which meant independence to me. No one can understand how independence is important to me, I think. That kind of life, although I do not want to experience it again, it now became a meaningful memory. Stay all night for training, save lunch for study, ignore emotion to for concentraiting totally in my goal. Gush, I was cool.

This Christmas, I spent in Morgantown. I learned something from this trip, especially from Liaowang-to have a life. In fact, we are always saying that do not go through life, live life! But I was not practising that in the past half year. It made me to think that I lived a dog's life, no better than a dog. It makes me feel good with my mother, but it makes me feel seperated from real myself. LIaowang and Hanyuan's story inspired me. I suddenly saw hope of love in all these darkness.People in Morgantown are friendly and I am really lucky to prove Rui and Gou's cooking skills. I want more!!!

More importantly , I finally can face up to myself in face of love, which is what makes life real.  After this, I hope I can better balance between affection,friendship and family. I still have concerns, but I know this time they have to give way to me whatever,cause I can no stand seperation one more time.Life is desperate if one day you lost your loved one. I understand Sanmao, I understand why she killed herself after Hexi died. It was too much for her to bear.

Darling, spend every new year in the future together with me,will you?

During all these time, I was dreadful of leaving Morgantown. It is not a perfect place, but it is perfect because of someone. WVU is not an excellent university, but it is excellent because of someone.

I've watched enough TV series on how people look for boyfriend or girlfriend, only to distract from my reality in the past half year. Sometimes, you just can't resist someone who may not suit you the best, but you stay together because he or she appeared in a certain moment, that moment stops you forever to look for others, among which you may or may not find the best. Timing is everything. He who appears in the exact time makes a forever best lover.

Love is this. You love,you hurt. Finally, one always trade hurt for all the unforseeable happiness love may bring. I love you because yoou are the best thing ever happened in life. And because of you, I was stopped from looking for others.

From now on, I have a new goal .

Darling, spend every new year in the future together with me,will you?

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