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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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With Ann leaving early this morning, I am saying goodbye to a period of graduate life.

My lab used to be a place where I know no one specifically, and all our interaction stopped outside of lab. After coming back from Akron, Ann, John and CJ joined our lab as new phd students. Gradually, Ann led me into a new group where I started to know everyone and I began to like life in school. Things happened along the way. I got into a car accident and barely escaped jury court due to the mercy of police. I moved to another apartment closer to UC called Forum and kept paying for two apartments at the same time. I lost my backpack after all night shopping in Kenwood on Black Friday, including all my cards, my laptop and all the materials that haven't been backup yet. Worst Thanksgiving ever. My car got break in in the parking lot in front of forum 724 after a business trip back from Cleveland. Lara said that bad things come in three and that's it. I finally told everything to my mother because I can not hold it any more. And things become a lot easier after I talked with her. All this time, I started to know people, to know how people deal with stuff.

This is also the period when I kept avoiding bmp as I became uncertain about our future. Feeling like there is no one beside me, I began to realize that I am actually all by myself with a boyfriend several hours away from me.Never before have I longed so much to be left alone because it felt so true for me that I am alone.  The girl several years ago may cry in front of this, but I learned from life not to let relationship confusion terminate my life. So I moved on after tears. And friends around me made this a lot easier as they all treat me as all by myself. Still, I don't know the answer. I want to treasure the one and overcome the power of distance.But I kept losing energy due to the fact that I am not sure. This is the one thing that I need to find out the answer myself. With mother visiting me the next new year, I really don't know how to face up to these.

I feel really happy to know Ann, a nice and cute girl who is good to friend and easy to get along with. And I am pretty sure her story will be in my future book.

With the new start of graduate life, I will start to draft my Master thesis, review for phd qualification exam, work on projects, exercise and be happy. 

Try to find the answer, but be patient and honest.

It is hard for others to understand you. That's why I need to wait long enough to find out the answer by myself.

Wish everything goes well with you, my friends.
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