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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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Answer of 2012  

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An unusual year as 2012, I started to make my own money as a research assistant at University of Cincinnati, got my first internship at the Goodyear Tire & Rubber Company, had a car accident on a rainy night which could almost have taken me to a court, had a through failure in driving test by failing 4 times and then banned from taking test again until next Jan.10th, moved 6 time for various reasons, had my laptop stolen and all my important materials inside, doubted whether love can live through all these thick and thin and beat the 300 miles distance stopping me from staying together with bmp, and finally found the answer during the Christmas season.

We had a fight over the phone on Dec. 23 which made me make the decision that I need a break from my current study and life and meet with bmp to recover from all these past bad experiences. Bmp picked me up with Shimeng and Zhenghuan after their trip from Charleston and we three went back to Morgantown together. It was a very nice experience, the very first time when we started a long road trip with bmp and friends and the destination is the place I like very much. In morgantown, we visited Ivy and spent some time with other friends over there. It was still a pity that we haven't played Ticket to Ride with Disheng and I really enjoyed any time staying in West Virginia. End of the two days' trip, bmp escorted me back to Cincinnati and we spent rest of the whole week here. He did his study in UC library while I was working on my projects in IMS downstairs. We went back home together every day after work, cook dinner and embrace the night to end one day. Someone to wake me up in the morning started a perfect new day. At this point, I realized that I found the answer by just following what I felt like to do. 

I finally told mum that I will pick her up with bmp on Jan. 24th, which made her realize that we are staying together always. As I expected, mum was very mad and angry after hearing what I said. She blamed me of being uncertain and choosing the seemingly wrong path and wrong person. I understand why she reacted like this but really hope that she will wish us happiness in the future. Mum said that she won't stand in our way but she still acted very unreasonably as she usually do when she disagree. It is a relief that we finally told her and won the chance to make our future story happen.

I am pretty sure that I've chosen the right man and we are to write our stories together no matter how hard it will be. And I am expecting Jun.1st, 2013 to start our trip together.

In retrospect, facing the past obstacles, I can always be more cautious and optimistic.At least I could have be more positive to make certain choices. Also, action in time will help to save a lot no matter how big the problem seems to be. When the accident came, I could have dealt with it the next day instead of waiting till I am ready for it. When my car became a wreck, I could have focused on looking for maintenance shops for a while instead of caring about it now and then. When it became inconvenient to go to school, I could have asked for help and thought of other possible ways to fix the problem instead of moving to a new place, which of course cost more. When I made plans for housing of the new year or internship, I could have considered more possible situations and evaluate the tradeoff. When the world seems cold enough, I could have treated myself more gently and taken care of my stuff.
Anyway, I really learned a lot from this year's good and bad experiences. The importance of making plans after trying to understand more will never be obsolete, just like my decision of joining IMS. This is the thing I will never regret and my most accomplished thing in the past year.

Again, about our credit card debt, we can face the problem more optimistically and I believe we will learn in this process.

Too many problems I've met in 2012 and luckily, I found some answers and the most important key.
I saw off bmp one day before the last day of 2012. Again, I saw tears in his eyes before departure. That's how I know he is the one.

We wanted to watch the last sunrise together and got up early this morning, then ended up at some strange place in the middle of nowhere following google map coordinate of the purple people bridge. We all felt sorry about this. I wanted so much to watch sunrise with bmp and I know there is a more stunningly beautiful one ahead of us.

My dear friends, hopefully you all gained something in 2012 and are currently looking forward to 2013 for the expected future^_^

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