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水仙轩

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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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It seems not a good week time, but it turned out to be so good!

Recently, I've been lazy about both my course work and lab research, doing as routine but with no motivation and curiosity, which is really bad. I want to do things well as long as I chose them at the first moment. Besides, if I want to walk away with a good job offer and compete with PhDs and other employees in my area, I need more learning than others, which is impossible if I work with no motivation and little exploration. The good part is, my current lab is really competitive as I imagined before, which forces me to go ahead even if I am unwilling to physically or mentally. But what I want more is the inner motivation. I know it, I can do everything as long as I want to.

Weekdays ended with two midterm submitted and one bible study. I really began to like bible study now. We went to Ben& Annital's house for the last time, also the first time for me. Their house locates in the wood, which is beautiful even in winter with no leaves above. I can't imagine what it looks like in summer and fall, must be deadly beautiful. The food is excellent, which satisfied both the Americans and Chinese, I think. And the hostess is so beautiful. I love it. Every Friday night brings new tseperiences into my life through bible study and I am grateful for it.

This Saturday, I called up a girl to study together in the library, whom I think might be a perfect roommate for me. However, you don't know for sure. She had to do teamwork with her teammate and we don't really talk anything. At the same time, I was somewhat uncomfortable that I might interupt them a bit. Also, I can sense that they are not so friendly as I imagined. Finally , I left for the sunshine outward. Maybe this is a bad time to meet, maybe you can only know someone by chance, not arrangement. Anyway, I stopped trying to know people, I don't avoid, but I just stopped trying so much, as the result may be disappointed or the person may not worth so much. Anyway, this story ended temporarily. There may still be a chance, but I do not care so any more. Actually, I can sense my relationship with some people even if we stay together for a short period sometimes.That's why I only make sincere friend and I share almost anything with them the time we are friends, which feels really good.

Satuday and Sunday are both sunny days and I love them. I slept almost ten hours on Sunday and finished the book <<The Catcher in the Rye>>. From the last part of his experience with his sister, I understand it better. I catched the love between brothers and sisters and I can better understand why some people willing to do whatever for their siblings.They love each other.

No wonder it was so cold at home. Our heating stopped working at some time. And it is hard to get out of the bed. One of my roommates wanted me to call the landloard and I was really astonished by his behavior as a man. A man should be responsible for this and more active than a girl. What the hell is that he wanted me to do it? Anyway, I appealed myself by talking to myself that not every man is that good. But now I can explain why some of them can't find a girlfriend, haha. Finally, I called the landloard myself, really a piece of cake. However, in the time of his unwillingness to help to fix this thing, I suddenly stopped even care if the heating works or not. I got my bag and headed to school. The air outside is so fresh, the sunshine so warm that all the stuffs are minimized.

And I am so happy outside. The scenery broadened my mind and the environment changed the way I look at things. I just love it. The things are outside for you to explore and you can always change life,whether yours or others, in a good way.

Living without heating seems a bad thing. But it changed me in a good way. The time spent in the library is worthwihile. I learned new tools and found a good book.

Beginning from tomorrow, I will read Bible and improve my English everyday. I can do it!

Good to know that bmp is behavioring. I am looking forward to that big picture. Love you, always.

 

 ---Sitting in the campus library, the feeling of hitting the keyboard suddenly reminds me of hitting the keyboard in some poor Net Bar before at my hometown in Jingchuan, where I cannot get internet access and I have no laptop to update my blog. I thought of something on the 19-hour long train trip back home, wrote it on paper and brough it to the Net Bar to finally put it on my blog. God, time flied away and things have changed so much. Only not my love for sth. It stays forever.

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