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水仙轩

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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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The age of 21  

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Time flies, really! Although I want its progress because I've always been wanting to have something in the future,but I do not want to grow up so quickly.I can remain premature, but it is not wise to do so given the environment like this. It is a must to grow up, but an option to be mature. This is an option most of us don't want to screw up.

After I arrived in USA, my skin is not as good as before and my eyesight deteriorated a lot because of using computer all day,which is really frustrating because I always want to keep my appearence changing in a better way. To be honest, I do not like email,qq and Renren anymore as using computer makes me feel unhealthy. There are people I want to keep in contact with, but this kind of ife style make my mind dizzy. I want to get close to nature and take a walk everyday. The wish is simple but not possible every day. Today, the weather is sunny, but I stayed at home all day. If I was in Changsha, I may go out with friend to Juzi Zhou to enjoy the sunshine. It happened before, but I didn't realized that the experience comes so hard for now. Anyway, I will try to make that happen, at least on me.

My birthday on US Calender is this Monday and my roommates celebrated it for me on Tuesday. I am thankful for them to willing to do these for me, but I know that things changed for us. We've celebrated birthdays for Lei and Guang before, we would spend the late evening chatting and playing games, but now we four seldom gather together to do something. Maybe the time Guang confessed his love to Lei made our time together impossible. It is not a matter of whose fault, but it is really disappointing, the fact. I do not anticipate Lei coming back any more, in order not to let myself down. You do not want to raise your hope on someone who is impossible to be part of your life anymore. She is a good friend, but our story is deemed to end now as the intersection is impossible in the future. I can see her on a way leading far away from us,whether it is a way of money, of love , I do not know. But what I know is that this is the end.

I hope my next birthday does not have to be like this. At a different place,with different friends and different myself. I am sorry for not being satisfied with present life, I am just not. I am not being unhappy about this, I just want to change.I want that time point when I am with bmp and  I will be content even if my friends are not by my side.

Sometimes I complain, but I know it won't take me any further.

I should change life by myself.

Try  to be a better girl, each day!

 

 

 

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