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A girl with inner hope and overwhelming passion for life. Love for literature as an engineer.

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    I suffered from lots of pressure last week, mainly because of my own judgment. With a final presentation at midpoint internship and a design programming I never did before, I was concerned if I can make it or not. In fact, pressure caused my period coming a lot early this week, which never happened before. At that time, I knew, it is time to slow down and let it go.

    You never know the importance of a healthy body and a happy mood unless you lose them. Every time I suffered from stomachache, I felt like I would give up anything to break away from it. Not surprisingly, it also stopped me to update my blog last week. I’ve so much to say, but got to wait as I felt either painful or tired.

I want to share with you the advice of never exerting too much pressure on yourself. You don’t want to take advantage of that.

    Another thing happened last night taught me another thing. Never put pressure on others as no one will willingly accept pressure from others also. I was talking with my boyfriend about the school application thing. With my ceaseless talking about choosing one close to me and going to Greece for honeymoon in the future, he finally shared his opinion of asking too much from life and putting pressure on others. That was a bad situation and a sad night for me. I became so attached to another person in my life and can’t bare the feeling of leaving. God knows how sad I am every time departure reaches us. To be honest, I understand him. It is just that at that moment, I realized again that you can never cross the line no matter how much you love someone, you can never treat him the way you treat yourself. You can put pressure on yourself because honestly speaking it is your own business, normally no one will know it unless they see you are unhappy about this. That’s when those who care about you come to advise you. But with others, they will subconsciously object you as long as you do so, and it must make you feel really bad especially if that’s someone you love.

    I subconsciously hate to apologize in a relationship, which made me feel bad. The only way for me is to avoid making mistakes. He won’t be there for me all the time when I am really upset because he has his own trouble to deal with also. I should be glad if he is there most of the time.

    God, that’s what I hate about relationship. You want everything to be perfect and it seems perfect sometimes, but gradually, occasionally, you see some imperfection and you feel god-dam disappointed and lonely. Dude ,that is relationship and that is life. You need to learn how to deal with it. And if you want to be happy all the time, which is possible because of human nature, you need to forget about unhappy things real quickly, ask for less, give out more, never anticipate the outcome and be cool with all these stuff.

    Be cool. This is the top one issue. I want to be a cool girl. I want to be a cool girl who is not writing about my relationship all the time, but I am doing it all the time as it has become a too important part of my life. I don’t know if it is good or not. I will just go with it. And we’ll see it I can do better one day in the future.

    I called one of my college friends Wednesday night as I was told by another friend that he was suffering from being cut off from his former girlfriend. I felt sad for him as I can feel how sad he was and I knew that kind of feeling. I tried my best to comfort him but that’s the lease I can do for him. He is nice but also romantic and sentimental, which I never know before. He did some amazingly romantic things which I saw girls on TV series did. You will certainly be glad if your boyfriend is willing to chat with you all night under your dorm building, if he caught a train to see you when he can’t get through your phone.I bet this boy must be popular as this can make someone who love you feel really awesome. But at some point, one will always want the rational type cause life may be easier that way. That’s when we are told that there is no perfect guy or girl in this world. Just find the right one you agree most of the time and learn to deal with the fact. I hope he can let it go gradually and be happy again.

    The happiest thing this week is that I accomplished most part of the design project, which is really awesome as I suddenly got the hang of it. It made me feel really good when I tried to learn something and I succeed after some efforts. It also showed me that there is really a possibility behind everything. I should have more confidence.

    This weekend is different as I will spend it with Lara, Kierra and Lianne. They are like family to me in the States and I really cherry our time spending together. Now I am looking forward to this Friday night.

  You can’t have too much. That’s why I need to give up weekend with bmp for this trip. So I won’t be upset because of not seeing him this weekend. That’s just reality and I will be cool with it.

Because I am a cool girl.  Happy Friday, my friends!

And may you are happy always!

 

 

 

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